While deciding on a blog niche, I remembered my research.  I feel like I want to do something like that with this blog, but instead of focusing on the past I want to focus on what the government is doing now.

Since I am interested in information security, from time to time.. I will blog about my career and side interests.  I want to stay within the scope of this blog, which is my life and how it ties in to society.  The research I had collected, even though a bit outdated was paramount information.  I truly hope I can get my hands on it so I can show you how twisted of a place America is.

America is the land of the free, and the home of the afraid.

I am gathering information for the blog as this is written.  I will be updating the blog atleast once a day, so keep checking back.  Till next time, n2.

Things aren’t going too bad only slightly cowed and experiencing a slight boredom. It’s different coming from me but I want to be with my friends.

Later or sooner I’ll begin building my empire, but for now I have to drudge life like everyone else.. the drudging aint so hard with God on my side, I’m just doing what I have to do. I’m off to get some postit pads today. <3

While it’s fresh on my mind I have an awesome idea for a game that I want to start developing one day and for the now I will just call it Code.  If I can ever get back to writing the story accompanying it that will be nice, because it is a very interesting story and should make a good read.  Hopefully I can finish it and get it out to a few people before the world explodes.

I have been wanting to get into programming on the network level for a very long time, and now spriting. Studying for this stuff just takes ages, involves uncountable hours of self sacrifice and then actually producing requires a level of insanity that I’ve been trying to wrap my head around for over three years.  It’s basically hard work.

The book is a scifi story involving children and high tech gadgets.  It was like a much more advanced version of an anime series called Dennou Coil. For the record I started writing it before I even saw Dennou Coil, and it was simply coincidence that they both involved children and technology. 

The game will most likely be set in the same digital space but have no relation to the book.  I want it to involve hacking / glitching elements that I can only think up and will not try to go into much detail until I can start actually developing and getting my ideas locked down..

Nothing as of now.

I have never liked the prospect of forced sharing. Besides, lack of space makes me feel alienated and I produce best in isolation. Very soon I will be crafting my domain and will be updating this post. I have to get going as Knifeguy and Grateguy are perfecting their arts and I am writing on public(borrowed) time.

Anyway I don’t feel like talking about communication anymore.  I rather go out into the city, far from where I am and trouble myself with the thoughts of doing something I’ve never did.  I’d much rather get the new thoughts than recycle the old ones.  The old ones seem to regurgitate themselves at random, though.  I have no control of them when they decide to show themselves through the corridors of my mind. 

I feel stupid sometimes, when I write.  I feel like a goddam digital caveman smashing rocks against a wall scribing out ancient symbolic bullshit no one will ever read.

Seriously communication makes me feel like a goddam hypocritical bastard.

Right now I have to jump out of that groove. I cannot succumb to the path of destruction, so I am writing this to get myself flowing and back out of that rut. I can’t accept myself to be in that position.

Have to stop comparing myself so much to other people. Must accept who God made me to be and cast aside all of my rationalizations and false perception of others. And when I get upset, I have to cut it with the destructive habits.. it’s only bad for me and no one else. I have always had the habit of obstructing the flow in my life, when good things start happening I always go and do something stupid to mess it up…

Really dont feel like writing, but now since I wrote it I feel better.

I’m sitting here trying hard to decide on what I want to ‘do’ with my life.  So many options.  I’m sitting at the new game screen here staring it right in the face.  It’s hard trying to make a decision like this because I’ve never had to.  I want to make the best choice..

I’ll be fine in the morning.  I will be leaving the house after showering and maybe go for a walk.  I’m cashless.. incomplete, worried, and indifferent.

Anyway, on to greater things.   I started reading catcher in the Rye after picking it up from the library yesterday. 

I ran into an old friend from high school.  We ran into each other the second time in two months, I’d like to believe it was simply coincidence but maybe God put him there for whatever reason. 

I say that cause the timing was too perfect on both occasions.  So just maybe..

But truly , one never truly knows a person until taking a walk with them.   This kid definitely was a wise one.  Never knew his style of thinking from the highschool days, when all we did was watch DBZ..

I’ve gotta fly for now.  In a few hours I’m heading out.

I am getting ahead of myself a bit.  Let me backtrack.  A gang of absolute lunatics decide to crash a party, and they choose a random victim from Facebook who happens to be a girl you knew from High School.  I can make an educated guess when I say I don’t believe much planning went into this, at most it seems like a bunch of agitated coworkers gathering together in attempts to rebel against society, or a desperate outcry for attention.

Obviously, they do not take much pride in their work. 

Later the hooded 60 could be seen fleeing the scene in stolen Mini Coopers.

Thinking on relevency, not much can be said.. as this did happen in the UK.  But in the spirit of crashing a party, this is quite probably the best venture of the year.. as suspects were said to have “eaten the food, and drank the dranks.” 

That’s one of the pitfalls you get when you participate in the social web.  You open doors to everyone.  You can’t be too mad when you create your events page on Facebook then someone with bad intentions decides to intrude.  After all, everything is right there in black and white..

Crashing a party should not be done in such an open manner.  It should be done in a way that is discrete, stylish.  Cut the power cords.. blast disturbing metal music, fire off a horrifying blank round from a very loud gun, but never directly cause the celebrator’s alarm.  Unless the celebrator is a known pervert.

Crashing a scene is an art within itself,  and I will come back to it later.

For more info on the Facebook crash see, here.

This is good news for us guardians, and fellow followers but personally I am more concerned with magic than anything else.  These technological strides do not interest me as much as the potential of magic, for I’d much rather be an enigma of raw power than a known pawn.

However, for informational purposes I will introduce you to a lesser known series which caters to an audience such as this.

It is believed to be called Eve no Jikan, and it is a tale of android’s interaction with humans in a country believed to be near the eastern regions Earth.

On first impression the series reminded me of the adventures in my job search before scoring my major internship at Booster’s Tower.  I was used to dealing with robots, foreign tools and strange weapons even from a young age so when they showed me this series I was welcomed a stream of long needed nostalgia.

I have magic to work on. But for now I will leave you with an episode via Crunchyroll.